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I was there for you every time I felt I was needed..

Anything you’d ask me to do..I undoubtedly would..

coz beneath everything I did, there laid the feelings..

that you never understood..! 😦

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I heard your whispers, I smiled your smiles..

I felt your feelings, I cried your tears…

I happily took your ignorance in so many situations

And yet tried my best to take away all your fears..

 

You meant the entire world to me..

Your feelings started driving my mood..

There wasn’t a moment I didn’t think about you..

And beneath all that laid feelings, that you never understood.. 

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I don’t know how and when you crept into my life..

I don’t know why you looked so familiar to me..

All I know is that whatever, wherever I am today,

Is all I could ever be..!

 

One look at your face and I would forget to blink..!!

All I knew was, to be true you were just too good..

In every conversation we had, my heart would sink!

and beyond all my madness n support lay the feelings,

that you never ever understood..!! 

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And now you are there all around..

in every hour of my day..

in every thought of my mind..

in every feeling that I feel..

in every beat of my soul..

and deep down, I wish you felt the same..!!

 

I still hope that one day you’l wake up and miss me.. 🙂

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P.S – Yes I am BACK..after almost around 3 months..yeah that’s a long long time..!! Guess I had been off..just lost somewhere and somehow so aptly back to where I should have been all this while..a heartfelt thanks to a friend who prompted me to write this post..thanks! for you brought me back to MY WORLD..where I fit the best..! 🙂 🙂

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H.E.A.R.T <3

Whenever I feel low, emotions start pouring..

And take the form of words..etched on the beaten wooden pulp..

Helps me vent out the overflowing feelings..

Which, somehow, couldn’t flow through mouth..flows through ink..

Which, somehow, could not find a listener..finds a reader..

Does that mean I have a poet’s heart..?? 

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Whenever it drizzles..it reminds me of you..

memories of our togetherness haunt me down the old rusty lanes..

and I imagine if those moments could ever be re-created or re-lived..

MOMENTS..that used to lighten and brighten my deep dark gloomy soul..

moments that have been more than just that..may be an entire life..!

Does that mean I have a dreamer’s heart..?? 

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Whenever I see loved ones together..lost madly and deeply in each other’s eyes..

I imagine if somebody would ever find me..or I would find someone like that..

Someone to accompany me in those long serene walks down the beach..

Someone to hold me when I feel low..scared and lost..

Someone who calls me princess when I actually look like a total mess..!

Does that mean I have a lover’s heart..??

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 Sometimes I feel like an alien..stepped out of my own planet..

Somehow trying to fit amongst people I don’t really belong with..

I fail to feel things..react at things..in ways it should be done..

Makes me wonder if there’s something wrong with me or the entire world..!

I feel weird amongst those smiling and crying images moving around me..

Does that mean I have a loner’s heart..??

 

Wait..do I really have a H.E.A.R.T..??

 

 

YOU!

I did not..

realize when and how..

YOU entered my life..

How we ended up..

being the way we are..

All i now know is that..

I have started liking YOU..

more than i ever thought i would..!

P.S. I love you!

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I could not see when it happened..

I didn’t realize when my heart was lost..

I didn’t even know..

it was singing the tunes..

which made the melody..

melodious again.. 🙂

P.S. I love you!

Here I am today..

Thinking about YOU..

almost the entire day..

Dreaming about YOU..

almost the entire night..

Wondering where have YOU been all these years..

And thanking God..

that finally YOU are here! 🙂 🙂

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Once here..

YOU will be always with me..

Nothing can ever come in between..

I wonder what will happen..

when times end..

will our love outstay our own story??

Or will it end..

and never be heard again?? 😦

P.S. I love you!

Whenever such thoughts pass by..

Worries take over..

the thrill and enjoyment..

But that wink of YOUR eye..

and the curve of YOUR lips..

Seem to take away all my fears..

And makes my heart fly again.. 🙂

P.S. I love you!

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It is YOUR love that rocks my world..

The only stone that keeps me firm..

When the rest of my life is a mess..

YOU still make me glitter..

with hope..!

P.S. I love you!

A hope that i know..

will last forever..

A hope i can blindly have faith on amongst all the strife!

I am so happy to have found YOU my angel..

With each passing day..

my love increases a step more..

Both for YOU and for my own life..! 🙂

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P.S : For everyone who has missed me, I am back..after almost a month of unexplained absence..have been a little lost for a while..work and other priorities..writing may have taken a backseat but its still there..guess it can never ever go..have been giving words to imagination all throughout..and that thought makes me happy! 🙂 and nothing better than “YOU” which kind of explains the long absence..somehow you can never pen down some feelings..no matter how hard you try..this is a vague attempt..probably not even close to the real feelings one might have on these occasions..but still..somehow portrays the emotions one can imagine to happen..This is another duet with Shruti..somehow this girl understands everything I ever want to say..I love you! Click on her name to visit her awesome blog..

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The Secret Crush (Part II)..This was written after the sad depressing end in Part I. Click here to read Part I.

I personally believe that if its not happy, then its not the end.. 🙂 

 

 

Stuck with loads of memories deep down,

She gradually tried to recover from the pain..

In the attempt to forget him, she remembered him all the more,

And nothing much did she gain..!

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Seasons changed, years passed,

Things went on and days went by..

Finally somebody came and her heart again skipped a beat,

And she fell in love with this guy..!

 

Smile returned to her face..which had been sad for long time now..

All those moments of loneliness and tears, now got replaced by smiles..

She again felt herself going through that phase (of love)

And with him she was ready to walk miles and miles..!

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 It was again time for happiness and flowers..

And this time she made sure..she spoke her feelings out..

One day while sitting near the beach in each other’s arms,

With all her courage, she proposed him aloud..!

 

It turned out that the guy was in love with her too,

The words were all said..the feelings all expressed..

They both laughed and cried at the same time,

The foundation of their new relationship was laid.. 

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 They had a picture perfect wedding with family and friends all around,

With the feelings being expressed, both were at gain..

They promised to be together in good and bad days,

And there was happiness and happiness all over again.. 🙂 🙂

She had loved him her entire life,

Right from the day, she learned what Love meant..

One smile on his face made her heart fly,

Being by his side always, was all she dreamt.. 

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Both grew up as the time passed by,

Helping each other in all the life’s dealings..

They both remained the best of friends,

She could, however, never tell him her true feelings..

 

She tried to tell him many times,

But professing love wasn’t that easy a task..

She always kept dreaming of it in her mind..

To marry him, if he would ever ask..

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But one day, a bad news broke in,

In her heart, she felt a terrible pain..

A friend informed her of the tragedy that had taken place..!

She would never see his smile again..

She now cries, sitting by his grave,

With teary eyes and a heart that is broken..

Only if she had confessed her feelings..

She blamed herself for the love unspoken! 

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Sitting and wondering about destiny’s plans..

On his grave she silently puts some flowers,

Imagining what life would have been if he was still here,

And now thinks of him, and cries for hours and hours..!

(To be continued in the second part!)

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Lying on my bed, I wander deep in my thoughts,

And I find no one else but YOU..

Remembering all those moments of togetherness,

Remembering everything that we went through..

I could do anything for being with you,

For that moment when you looked into my eyes..(heart-crushing)

The  time of my life that was spent with you,

Was the period I lived in paradise.. 😀

Those outings together and long mid night calls,

Sharing with each other, each moment of the day..

It all seemed to color my b&w world,

I could do anything to make you stay..

Everything seemed to be simple and easy,

Till the time you were there by my side..

Everyone in the world seemed  to be honest and true,

Till I discovered , all that was a lie..!

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I found it hard to convince my heart,

What my head, probably, already knew..

But all those moments we had, were a part of your game..

Of that I had no clue..! 😦

I still cannot find a reason behind your betrayal,

No matter how hard I think..

Out of nowhere you came into my life,

N then  you were lost in a blink..!

All I am is confused, for it all happened so sudden,

I am still here trying to connect the dots..

The time that was spent in talking to you everyday,

Was for long, spent in your thoughts..

But now I am through..over with everything that happened,

Over with the dreams  that things could have happened between us..

I have forgiven you for everything you did to me,

(we always end up forgiving the person we once loved)

For I want peace of mind..for me..for you..for both of us..

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I don’t blame you for anything in life,

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone..

I thank God for saving me from seeing the worst,

And I am glad that you are gone..!

Of’course I don’t love you anymore and  trust me, I don’t hate you either,

I have really forgiven you, from down deep..

I have moved on in life..I have moved ahead,

And any sort of relation with you..I just don’t want to keep..

(not even the hatred one!)

Whatever happened, I have learnt from it..and I have no regrets ,

I know somewhere my prince charming is still waiting for me..

Till then I am still clinging on hope..for I have a deep FAITH,

That God is busy writing the BEST love story for me.. 🙂 🙂

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