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H.E.A.R.T <3

Whenever I feel low, emotions start pouring..

And take the form of words..etched on the beaten wooden pulp..

Helps me vent out the overflowing feelings..

Which, somehow, couldn’t flow through mouth..flows through ink..

Which, somehow, could not find a listener..finds a reader..

Does that mean I have a poet’s heart..?? 

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Whenever it drizzles..it reminds me of you..

memories of our togetherness haunt me down the old rusty lanes..

and I imagine if those moments could ever be re-created or re-lived..

MOMENTS..that used to lighten and brighten my deep dark gloomy soul..

moments that have been more than just that..may be an entire life..!

Does that mean I have a dreamer’s heart..?? 

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Whenever I see loved ones together..lost madly and deeply in each other’s eyes..

I imagine if somebody would ever find me..or I would find someone like that..

Someone to accompany me in those long serene walks down the beach..

Someone to hold me when I feel low..scared and lost..

Someone who calls me princess when I actually look like a total mess..!

Does that mean I have a lover’s heart..??

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 Sometimes I feel like an alien..stepped out of my own planet..

Somehow trying to fit amongst people I don’t really belong with..

I fail to feel things..react at things..in ways it should be done..

Makes me wonder if there’s something wrong with me or the entire world..!

I feel weird amongst those smiling and crying images moving around me..

Does that mean I have a loner’s heart..??

 

Wait..do I really have a H.E.A.R.T..??

 

 

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I have Changed..!!

Sitting by the window pane..watching the raindrops fall..

Several thoughts flash in my mind..

And they make me think that I have changed..! 

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I used to love my friends a lot..

They meant the entire world to me..

But soon I found out their true feelings..

And heard them speak ill about me

So I gradually stopped caring for them..

And the conversation melted down to just some formal talks..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..! 

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I used to poke my nose in every trifle matter..

Used to give loads of unwanted suggestions and advise..

(because I really thought them to be my own)

Nobody took me seriously..and nobody seemed to care..

And now, I don’t utter an unwanted word..

They say I am not interactive and I don’t speak my thoughts out..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..! 

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I used to think about others before thinking about myself..

Used to care about people a lot..

But, sadly, I could never get that concern in return..

Infact often got to know facts from others, which I expected to be informed first..

So I became silent..never spoke out my plans well..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..!

they_say_i've-118039 In the beginning I think I was trying to be clever..

Because I was trying to change the entire world to suit my own needs..

But now I am learning to be wise..

So I am trying to change myself..

I am trying to have faith in the thought that says..

“Its easier to protect your feet with slippers..

Than to carpet the entire Earth..”

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And so..

When they say I an garrulous and infuriating,

I keep mum..

When they say I don’t vent out my opinions..

I can’t and I actually don’t want to..

But still I try to..!

When they find a fault in me..

I try hard not to give them another such chance..

I think I have stopped living my life my way..

And I am trying to live it their way (silly me)

I now say things, which I otherwise wouldn’t say..

I now do things, which I otherwise wouldn’t do..

I now speak to such people, which I otherwise wouldn’t talk to..

I am now in company of such people, which I otherwise would never think of..

i_didn't_change,_you_just_never_knew_me-560513 And even after all this..

What I get to hear is that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then YES, I ADMIT  I HAVE CHANGED..

 

The Dreaming Soul

A beautiful dreamy trio with two beautiful blogger friends..Rahul and Shruti..Both of them have amazing blogs..Click on their names to visit their poetic world..!! 🙂 🙂

 

 

As I got down from the Train

I saw so many new faces

Every person had a tale to share

Every person had something to tell

I stood there trapped in the lane

Looking to hold on to that 

Which silently slipped again and again..

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I tried again, tried real hard..

But there was something that was not visible to my eye..

Something that I could feel was there..

Somewhere near..

It called me in many ways..

And I went among the crowd..

To a direction unknown..!

 

 

 

Finally, I found him there

With a completely new face

And a much better outfit.

He is not a kid anymore,

Though I loved the way he looked like.

It kept me standing there for a few seconds,

But with a hope to understand who am I??

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There was something surreal about the reflection

I couldn’t pin what it meant

Was he a part of my inner soul

Or was I dreaming with open eyes

With so much to ponder 

With so much to think

I got lost in the thoughts

As I forgot to blink..

 

 

Several memories flashed by..

I didn’t know which one to relate..

I was lost in my own thoughts..

Lost in my own world..

When suddenly somebody pushed me accidentally..

I got a little confused..

Coming to reality with a sudden knock..!!

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Gosh! Where the hell am I?

Either in a dreamy or real world?

What happened to me?

Where is my inner soul?

This was not an unexpected reality,

But a painful alarm I had been waiting for.

My identity was hidden behind his shadow.

Perhaps, this moment has a few more things to tell about myself..!

The Secret Crush (Part II)..This was written after the sad depressing end in Part I. Click here to read Part I.

I personally believe that if its not happy, then its not the end.. 🙂 

 

 

Stuck with loads of memories deep down,

She gradually tried to recover from the pain..

In the attempt to forget him, she remembered him all the more,

And nothing much did she gain..!

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Seasons changed, years passed,

Things went on and days went by..

Finally somebody came and her heart again skipped a beat,

And she fell in love with this guy..!

 

Smile returned to her face..which had been sad for long time now..

All those moments of loneliness and tears, now got replaced by smiles..

She again felt herself going through that phase (of love)

And with him she was ready to walk miles and miles..!

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 It was again time for happiness and flowers..

And this time she made sure..she spoke her feelings out..

One day while sitting near the beach in each other’s arms,

With all her courage, she proposed him aloud..!

 

It turned out that the guy was in love with her too,

The words were all said..the feelings all expressed..

They both laughed and cried at the same time,

The foundation of their new relationship was laid.. 

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 They had a picture perfect wedding with family and friends all around,

With the feelings being expressed, both were at gain..

They promised to be together in good and bad days,

And there was happiness and happiness all over again.. 🙂 🙂

Every drop that falls from the sky,

Brings a smile on my face..

I sit and watch the raindrops fall,

It reminds me of the good old days.. 🙂

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Days when we were proud owners of the paper boats,

Days when splashing in the puddles full of mud was fun..

Days when worries and responsibilities were few,

(not that there are many now..but still)

Days when all we did was eat, sleep and run 🙂

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It brings the memories of school and college days..

When those sprinkles and showers brought a feeling so soothing..!

When sitting on the roadside and having a cup of tea with friends..

was an absolute HEAVENLY feeling….!

(Smiling..)

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The downpour makes me feel happy and elated..

and bang I go to sing and dance in the rain.. 🙂

Try loosening yourself and getting drenched at-least once,

and you too, like me, will love the rain 😀 😀

“Some people feel the rain..others just get wet”

                                                                 Bob Marley

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Daddy’s Angel :)

My little attempt on writing the feelings of a father..a proud father..for his daughter..whom he loves more than  anything in the world..and one day he has to let her go..to live a new life..!

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I still remember the day you were born..

The nurse gave YOU in my arms..

And tears fell down my eyes..

Tears of joy..tears of happiness..on holding a part of me..

On becoming the father of a cute baby doll..

At first I was skeptical of holding you in my arms..

I feared that I might hurt you..for you were soft as a fur..

And amidst that fear..you looked at me..

With big wide eyes..

And smiled..

I felt my heart melt like ice..

And all my fears flew away..

And I smiled too..

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It seems like just yesterday,

when you came into our lives..

And its time for you to leave..

To go to a far away place..amongst complete strangers..

Who will soon become your family..

And will love you equally..

Or may be more than the love that I gave you..

The time has come so soon..

My heart aches..it feels pain..and tears fill my eyes..

Feels like I am losing a part of me..

I wish I could keep you with me..for a few more years..

Spend more time with you..

And do everything to keep you happy..

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I might not have told you often, how much I love you..

They say men aren’t that great at showing their feelings..

But I know that you know the depth of my love..

No matter, I show it or not!

You know that you are special to me and will always be..

You are my dearest possession..precious than any treasures in the world..

You may have outgrown my lap..

But you will never outgrow my heart..

For me you will always be my sweet little bubbly daughter..

For whose happiness I can do anything in the world..

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For me you will always be the one..

Who still clings to me for every little thing she wants..

Who is still a kid at heart..no matter how much she grows up!

Who still holds my fingers while walking..

Who still comes to me for little permissions that she knows mommy won’t give..

Who convinces me for every BIG demand with a LITTLE cute smile..

Who still runs after me for getting those smallest wishes fulfilled..

Who looks upto me for every kind of advise..

Who makes me giggle from deep inside with her crazy acts..

Who is my little bundle of joy..

Who has made me feel blessed and proud of a woman she has become..

Whose one tear breaks my heart into pieces..

Whose one smile still makes my entire day..

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 For whom I will always be..

A friend..to share your secrets and problems..

A philosopher..to guide you whenever you seem to loose your path..

A coach..a leader..to support you..

A critic..a mentor..to tell you what’s wrong..

An ATM Machine..

A role model..

A HERO..

And the coolest daddy on earth..!

#DaddyDearest 🙂