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A Devil With(out) a Soul..!!

And we fell in Love..we had the perfect marriage that anyone would dream of..the best designer dresses, favourite music band, red roses and a lot of happy faces all around..we were too excited to wonder how quickly everything had happened..we had met just a few days back and here we were taking the BIG step! We said “I do” like two people who had been waiting since ages to be by each other’s side had been given a lifetime chance to be together..through thick and thin..! I always called him “Devil” for the little mischiefs and pranks he played on me..and each time I did that, he would add “with a soul” with a smirk on his cute face. Now while putting the ring on my finger and tying me to himself for lifetime, he said “with a soul, and now a soulmate too!” and made me blush..!

We were both happy until that day..when the mask he had been wearing all throughout was out in the open and he showed his true colours..!!


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Everyone left the room..there was silence and darkness all around..both in the room as well as in my life..I wondered what I had done to deserve this..was saying the truth out loud that punishing rewarding..??

And then there was a creak of the door..a little light followed in..disturbing the darkness..the darkness of the room..the darkness of my life!! I waited to see who had cared enough to turn against the world and walk in when everyone chose to walk out..and I saw his shadow..it didn’t take me long to realize that it was him..! Of’course it was HIM..! who else could it be..!!

I have had a similar sequence in my dream,
but all this would have happened only after I was dead..
Here in reality, I was alive..!
My soul would fly up to heaven and glowing light would enlighten my soul..
In my dreams, it was an angel..
but here in reality, it was the Demon!

He came near me..held me up and said..”You nasty little creature!I How did you even think that you could make my family and friends go against me..Happy now? Now that you know that they believe me and not you..! hah! now stay here till you get back to your senses and realize what a mess you have got yourself into!! Either find a way to clean it up or rot here till the last drop of your blood dries!” His words broke not only the deafening silence of the room but also broke all my hopes of living surviving breathing..!

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And he left..I heard the lock on the door moving..the final confirmation that I was captivated..at a place that I once thought to be my own house! The flood of my tears that had been held up for so long, came rushing out..as if the gates of a dam had been opened up! I could no more breathe as if someone had squeezed my lungs or cut the oxygen supply in the room! For once I expected someone..anyone, from the entire crowd standing right outside that door, to believe me..trust me with my words..give me a chance to explain what exactly had happened and not the twisted version that they knew..!

But alas! I felt like the world had ended and I was the only one dying surviving..!!

and now I knew..he really was a DEVIL!
With Without a soul..
and definitely without a soulmate..!!

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Lying on my bed, I wander deep in my thoughts,

And I find no one else but YOU..

Remembering all those moments of togetherness,

Remembering everything that we went through..

I could do anything for being with you,

For that moment when you looked into my eyes..(heart-crushing)

The  time of my life that was spent with you,

Was the period I lived in paradise.. 😀

Those outings together and long mid night calls,

Sharing with each other, each moment of the day..

It all seemed to color my b&w world,

I could do anything to make you stay..

Everything seemed to be simple and easy,

Till the time you were there by my side..

Everyone in the world seemed  to be honest and true,

Till I discovered , all that was a lie..!

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I found it hard to convince my heart,

What my head, probably, already knew..

But all those moments we had, were a part of your game..

Of that I had no clue..! 😦

I still cannot find a reason behind your betrayal,

No matter how hard I think..

Out of nowhere you came into my life,

N then  you were lost in a blink..!

All I am is confused, for it all happened so sudden,

I am still here trying to connect the dots..

The time that was spent in talking to you everyday,

Was for long, spent in your thoughts..

But now I am through..over with everything that happened,

Over with the dreams  that things could have happened between us..

I have forgiven you for everything you did to me,

(we always end up forgiving the person we once loved)

For I want peace of mind..for me..for you..for both of us..

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I don’t blame you for anything in life,

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone..

I thank God for saving me from seeing the worst,

And I am glad that you are gone..!

Of’course I don’t love you anymore and  trust me, I don’t hate you either,

I have really forgiven you, from down deep..

I have moved on in life..I have moved ahead,

And any sort of relation with you..I just don’t want to keep..

(not even the hatred one!)

Whatever happened, I have learnt from it..and I have no regrets ,

I know somewhere my prince charming is still waiting for me..

Till then I am still clinging on hope..for I have a deep FAITH,

That God is busy writing the BEST love story for me.. 🙂 🙂

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