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Hello everyone..its been weeks, months, ages since I posted here..yeah have been kinda busy but that’s no excuse..anyways, this one comes as a duet from me and a very special friend SS..It begins with a famous quote by Lang Leav..its more of the the thought continued..Happy Reading! ๐Ÿ™‚

โ€œIt was a question I had worn on my lips for days โ€“ like a loose thread on my favourite sweater I couldnโ€™t resist pulling โ€“ despite knowing it could all unravel around me.

โ€œDo you love me?โ€ I ask.
In your hesitation I found my answer.โ€

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and then in that moment, I felt like turning back the last few seconds of my life..
I wish those words never left my mouth..
I wish I hadn’t really asked that question..!
The question that changed ME..!!
I guess living in the myth was much better than living with reality slapped on my face!!

But what was done, was done!

I knew I had to live with it..because I could not imagine a life without her!!
though I could not make her love me, I could not let her go!
she was an important a part of me..like oxygen for my lungs..
her one smile made my entire day..
and I could stay far but could not just break off !!

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I wondered, what was the feeling inside her when I had been loving her all thoughout!
What did she feel about :
the happiness that we felt inside us whenever we were together?
Those endless chats whole night with no sleep in the eyes?
those unsaid things that we understood .. just by looking into each otherโ€™s eyes?
Was all this not Love for her??
Well may be not..but for me it was like staying with an angel in heaven..
There is nothing more I could ask from my life!!

And we decided to continue being friends.. little aloof but not away..!

I could still see her everyday..we still exchanged greetings..
for me, being around her was far more meaningful than giving a name to our relationship!ย 

All I ever wanted was to be around her..to take care of her..
and to be there.. whether needed or not..!!

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and then one day..she came to me..with a little serious look on her face..
I wondered if she had been in trouble..
We sat down and she said โ€œWe cannot be friends anymore..!!โ€
and my entire world crashed down..I almost had tears in my eyes..!

but she stopped them and then jumping, beaming with happiness,
she fell in my arms and uttered those words I had been dying to hear
ย โ€œStupid! We cannot be friends anymore because I have fallen in Love with you!”

and she sat down on her knees, and in the most gentlemanly manner she said :
โ€œWill you marry me?โ€

And I yelled out a YYYEESSSSSSSS!! ๐Ÿ™‚

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And I am happy that I kept clinging to that vague hope..
the hope that kept me going since that dreadful day..

probably the only hope that was left in me..
because Love, as they say, NEVER EVER dies!!

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THANK YOU :)

This day reminds me of the day when I first thought of writing my own blog..I had several notions in my mind..my brain cells were literally grilled for long, when the urge to write led to the birth of my blog baby..8th August, 2013 at almost the same time of publishing this post..and here I am..exactly 1 month ahead..Yes! my blog baby is one month “young” today (and not old) ๐Ÿ˜€ ย Here is a BIG THANK YOU to all my friends who read my insane poems and encouraged me write a blog..something so awesome..and now the aura of insanity has grown..for I now have a wider audience..! ๐Ÿ˜›

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To be honest I did not really have any high hopes..Yes I had an idea that I could write (pretty well as per my friends) but I was still skeptical..I am glad that I took the decision and came up with something that is now an important part of my life..I love both writing and reading..have met some really beautiful writers here.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

During the first few days, whenever I saw the number of “blog hits” and “followers” on the blogs I read, I was really fascinated and wondered if my blog would ever receive such appreciation..Its kind of a parental feeling where you expect your child to grow up, go to school/college and become successful..

Today after a month, I feel delighted..ecstatic..after around 25 posts, 80 followers and 1570 views I feel happy.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ย more because I have started to give writing more importance which had taken a back seat in my life..it is just a start..I have a long long way to go and I am already loving the people I meet on my way.. ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

Here is a BIG THANK YOU to all the friends and fellow bloggers..for such a warm welcome..I feel glad to have met some beautiful souls..it has been a beautiful journey so far..Keep writing and keep reading!! ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

Cheers! Love you all ๐Ÿ™‚

Swati J ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

P.s- The number of smileys used in this post is nothing compared to the wide grin on my face.. ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ˜€

“Just write every day of your life. Read intensely. Then see what happens. Most of my friends who are put on that diet have very pleasant careers.โ€

โ€”Ray Bradbury, WD

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