Category: Love..Life and insights..!!


Hello everyone..its been weeks, months, ages since I posted here..yeah have been kinda busy but that’s no excuse..anyways, this one comes as a duet from me and a very special friend SS..It begins with a famous quote by Lang Leav..its more of the the thought continued..Happy Reading! 🙂

“It was a question I had worn on my lips for days – like a loose thread on my favourite sweater I couldn’t resist pulling – despite knowing it could all unravel around me.

“Do you love me?” I ask.
In your hesitation I found my answer.”

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and then in that moment, I felt like turning back the last few seconds of my life..
I wish those words never left my mouth..
I wish I hadn’t really asked that question..!
The question that changed ME..!!
I guess living in the myth was much better than living with reality slapped on my face!!

But what was done, was done!

I knew I had to live with it..because I could not imagine a life without her!!
though I could not make her love me, I could not let her go!
she was an important a part of me..like oxygen for my lungs..
her one smile made my entire day..
and I could stay far but could not just break off !!

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I wondered, what was the feeling inside her when I had been loving her all thoughout!
What did she feel about :
the happiness that we felt inside us whenever we were together?
Those endless chats whole night with no sleep in the eyes?
those unsaid things that we understood .. just by looking into each other’s eyes?
Was all this not Love for her??
Well may be not..but for me it was like staying with an angel in heaven..
There is nothing more I could ask from my life!!

And we decided to continue being friends.. little aloof but not away..!

I could still see her everyday..we still exchanged greetings..
for me, being around her was far more meaningful than giving a name to our relationship! 

All I ever wanted was to be around her..to take care of her..
and to be there.. whether needed or not..!!

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and then one day..she came to me..with a little serious look on her face..
I wondered if she had been in trouble..
We sat down and she said “We cannot be friends anymore..!!”
and my entire world crashed down..I almost had tears in my eyes..!

but she stopped them and then jumping, beaming with happiness,
she fell in my arms and uttered those words I had been dying to hear
 “Stupid! We cannot be friends anymore because I have fallen in Love with you!”

and she sat down on her knees, and in the most gentlemanly manner she said :
“Will you marry me?”

And I yelled out a YYYEESSSSSSSS!! 🙂

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And I am happy that I kept clinging to that vague hope..
the hope that kept me going since that dreadful day..

probably the only hope that was left in me..
because Love, as they say, NEVER EVER dies!!

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I was there for you every time I felt I was needed..

Anything you’d ask me to do..I undoubtedly would..

coz beneath everything I did, there laid the feelings..

that you never understood..! 😦

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I heard your whispers, I smiled your smiles..

I felt your feelings, I cried your tears…

I happily took your ignorance in so many situations

And yet tried my best to take away all your fears..

 

You meant the entire world to me..

Your feelings started driving my mood..

There wasn’t a moment I didn’t think about you..

And beneath all that laid feelings, that you never understood.. 

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I don’t know how and when you crept into my life..

I don’t know why you looked so familiar to me..

All I know is that whatever, wherever I am today,

Is all I could ever be..!

 

One look at your face and I would forget to blink..!!

All I knew was, to be true you were just too good..

In every conversation we had, my heart would sink!

and beyond all my madness n support lay the feelings,

that you never ever understood..!! 

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And now you are there all around..

in every hour of my day..

in every thought of my mind..

in every feeling that I feel..

in every beat of my soul..

and deep down, I wish you felt the same..!!

 

I still hope that one day you’l wake up and miss me.. 🙂

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P.S – Yes I am BACK..after almost around 3 months..yeah that’s a long long time..!! Guess I had been off..just lost somewhere and somehow so aptly back to where I should have been all this while..a heartfelt thanks to a friend who prompted me to write this post..thanks! for you brought me back to MY WORLD..where I fit the best..! 🙂 🙂

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Whenever I feel low, emotions start pouring..

And take the form of words..etched on the beaten wooden pulp..

Helps me vent out the overflowing feelings..

Which, somehow, couldn’t flow through mouth..flows through ink..

Which, somehow, could not find a listener..finds a reader..

Does that mean I have a poet’s heart..?? 

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Whenever it drizzles..it reminds me of you..

memories of our togetherness haunt me down the old rusty lanes..

and I imagine if those moments could ever be re-created or re-lived..

MOMENTS..that used to lighten and brighten my deep dark gloomy soul..

moments that have been more than just that..may be an entire life..!

Does that mean I have a dreamer’s heart..?? 

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Whenever I see loved ones together..lost madly and deeply in each other’s eyes..

I imagine if somebody would ever find me..or I would find someone like that..

Someone to accompany me in those long serene walks down the beach..

Someone to hold me when I feel low..scared and lost..

Someone who calls me princess when I actually look like a total mess..!

Does that mean I have a lover’s heart..??

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 Sometimes I feel like an alien..stepped out of my own planet..

Somehow trying to fit amongst people I don’t really belong with..

I fail to feel things..react at things..in ways it should be done..

Makes me wonder if there’s something wrong with me or the entire world..!

I feel weird amongst those smiling and crying images moving around me..

Does that mean I have a loner’s heart..??

 

Wait..do I really have a H.E.A.R.T..??

 

 

YOU!

I did not..

realize when and how..

YOU entered my life..

How we ended up..

being the way we are..

All i now know is that..

I have started liking YOU..

more than i ever thought i would..!

P.S. I love you!

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I could not see when it happened..

I didn’t realize when my heart was lost..

I didn’t even know..

it was singing the tunes..

which made the melody..

melodious again.. 🙂

P.S. I love you!

Here I am today..

Thinking about YOU..

almost the entire day..

Dreaming about YOU..

almost the entire night..

Wondering where have YOU been all these years..

And thanking God..

that finally YOU are here! 🙂 🙂

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Once here..

YOU will be always with me..

Nothing can ever come in between..

I wonder what will happen..

when times end..

will our love outstay our own story??

Or will it end..

and never be heard again?? 😦

P.S. I love you!

Whenever such thoughts pass by..

Worries take over..

the thrill and enjoyment..

But that wink of YOUR eye..

and the curve of YOUR lips..

Seem to take away all my fears..

And makes my heart fly again.. 🙂

P.S. I love you!

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It is YOUR love that rocks my world..

The only stone that keeps me firm..

When the rest of my life is a mess..

YOU still make me glitter..

with hope..!

P.S. I love you!

A hope that i know..

will last forever..

A hope i can blindly have faith on amongst all the strife!

I am so happy to have found YOU my angel..

With each passing day..

my love increases a step more..

Both for YOU and for my own life..! 🙂

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P.S : For everyone who has missed me, I am back..after almost a month of unexplained absence..have been a little lost for a while..work and other priorities..writing may have taken a backseat but its still there..guess it can never ever go..have been giving words to imagination all throughout..and that thought makes me happy! 🙂 and nothing better than “YOU” which kind of explains the long absence..somehow you can never pen down some feelings..no matter how hard you try..this is a vague attempt..probably not even close to the real feelings one might have on these occasions..but still..somehow portrays the emotions one can imagine to happen..This is another duet with Shruti..somehow this girl understands everything I ever want to say..I love you! Click on her name to visit her awesome blog..

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Are You Ready..??

This one contains everything I can think of at the moment..Loved it! 🙂

Feel good, take it easy, ignore the unwanted, eat, roam, meet people, read, do the things you love, help people, laugh your heart out, eat till you feel like vomiting, sing like a crazy frog, dance like a duck gone crazier than the frog and don’t forget to thank God for everything! 🙂 🙂

Are you ready to live this kind of life for the rest of your life..?? 🙂

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 Life is not about the number of moments you breathe..Its all about the number of moments that take your breath away..So live it..love it 🙂 🙂

I have Changed..!!

Sitting by the window pane..watching the raindrops fall..

Several thoughts flash in my mind..

And they make me think that I have changed..! 

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I used to love my friends a lot..

They meant the entire world to me..

But soon I found out their true feelings..

And heard them speak ill about me

So I gradually stopped caring for them..

And the conversation melted down to just some formal talks..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..! 

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I used to poke my nose in every trifle matter..

Used to give loads of unwanted suggestions and advise..

(because I really thought them to be my own)

Nobody took me seriously..and nobody seemed to care..

And now, I don’t utter an unwanted word..

They say I am not interactive and I don’t speak my thoughts out..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..! 

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I used to think about others before thinking about myself..

Used to care about people a lot..

But, sadly, I could never get that concern in return..

Infact often got to know facts from others, which I expected to be informed first..

So I became silent..never spoke out my plans well..

And then they all say that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then, YES I HAVE CHANGED..!

they_say_i've-118039 In the beginning I think I was trying to be clever..

Because I was trying to change the entire world to suit my own needs..

But now I am learning to be wise..

So I am trying to change myself..

I am trying to have faith in the thought that says..

“Its easier to protect your feet with slippers..

Than to carpet the entire Earth..”

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And so..

When they say I an garrulous and infuriating,

I keep mum..

When they say I don’t vent out my opinions..

I can’t and I actually don’t want to..

But still I try to..!

When they find a fault in me..

I try hard not to give them another such chance..

I think I have stopped living my life my way..

And I am trying to live it their way (silly me)

I now say things, which I otherwise wouldn’t say..

I now do things, which I otherwise wouldn’t do..

I now speak to such people, which I otherwise wouldn’t talk to..

I am now in company of such people, which I otherwise would never think of..

i_didn't_change,_you_just_never_knew_me-560513 And even after all this..

What I get to hear is that I have changed..

If that’s what you call a change..

Then YES, I ADMIT  I HAVE CHANGED..

 

The Secret Crush (Part II)..This was written after the sad depressing end in Part I. Click here to read Part I.

I personally believe that if its not happy, then its not the end.. 🙂 

 

 

Stuck with loads of memories deep down,

She gradually tried to recover from the pain..

In the attempt to forget him, she remembered him all the more,

And nothing much did she gain..!

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Seasons changed, years passed,

Things went on and days went by..

Finally somebody came and her heart again skipped a beat,

And she fell in love with this guy..!

 

Smile returned to her face..which had been sad for long time now..

All those moments of loneliness and tears, now got replaced by smiles..

She again felt herself going through that phase (of love)

And with him she was ready to walk miles and miles..!

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 It was again time for happiness and flowers..

And this time she made sure..she spoke her feelings out..

One day while sitting near the beach in each other’s arms,

With all her courage, she proposed him aloud..!

 

It turned out that the guy was in love with her too,

The words were all said..the feelings all expressed..

They both laughed and cried at the same time,

The foundation of their new relationship was laid.. 

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 They had a picture perfect wedding with family and friends all around,

With the feelings being expressed, both were at gain..

They promised to be together in good and bad days,

And there was happiness and happiness all over again.. 🙂 🙂

What makes you sad?

I came across these beautiful cartoon images the other day..These cartoons are based on various sentiments..It is said that sadness decreases when it is shared..so here I chose Sadness and am posting 10 of those which make me sad..which I think sadden me the most..!!!

1. Getting up EARLY..for work or for any possible reason on Earth..

getting up early is a strict NO on the to-do list!

I can be awake till 4 am but waking up at 4 am sucks! 😦

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2.  Now that’s the reason for sadness No. 1..

Days seem to run opposite..I sleep fresh..and wake up dozy eyed! 😦 😦3

3.  Okay I know saying sorry does not take time..

but sometimes its just HARD..

and it hurts me almost equally as much as the person at the other end..!! 😦1234920_374997852603436_116858604_n (1)

4.  It almost takes forever to grow a nail..and then I eat it when I am thinking/working/watching T.V or just doing anything..That nail goes between those sharp teeth..n cuttt!! 😦 😦8

5.  I wonder why does it get tough to even exchange a “Hello” with someone you almost shared your life with..#StrangelyWeirdAndWeirdlyStrange..!! 😦

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6.  I have a bad habit of keeping my phone on a “silent” mode..I too, wonder why! And then I keep running up and down the house to find it..!! And it has been found at most weird places! In the kitchen (though I hardly cook), inside the wardrobe (just because I opened it to take out a dress) or between the sofa seats (that’s where I dropped it while watching T.V) Phew! 😦 😦4

7.  Now this one I am sure makes everyone sad..You seem to share your entire world with your best friend only to find out that he/she has found another one..!! Saddens me big time!! 😦

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8.  Okay..even this is pretty common..somehow no one seems to like what they do..common human tendency..there are very few who really love their work.Lucky ones! But still we are all stuck..for many reasons..!

Life is “Leaving the house in the morning, dressed in clothes that you bought on credit card for work, driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for, putting in petrol that you cannot afford, in order to get to the job that you hate, but need it so badly so that you can pay for the clothes, car, petrol and the house that you leave empty the whole day, in order to live in it..!! 6

9.  This one happens too..! specially when I have had a bad hair day! The whole day I feel that I am looking like a princess only to come back home to realize what a mess I have been..!! 😦

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10.  I wish it wasn’t that tough! 😦 😦1238025_377628312340390_877260028_n

11. Okay I planned on making this a top 10 list but this one was too hard to ignore..It happened with me a few days back..and it hurts real bad..when the stuff you just bought is now available at less that half of its price 😦 #sob!

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Tell me what makes you sad??

P.S. I came across this amazing website..lastlemon.com.. It contains some really nice cartoon images..They have specific pages on Facebook too! Visit them and you will love it!

Image source : Lastlemon.com and their Facebook  page #itsthesadpage 

This was written as an inspiration for Mondays..A part of project #InspirationalMondays started by a very talented blogger friend Hayley. Check out The Ramblings of a London Girl here 🙂

I hope it inspires you too!

 

23716_484049764978920_23401790_nLife takes a way a lot from us,
But it indeed gives us a lot more in return..
We often fail to realize it today,
And overlook that we get so much to learn..!

Eventually when we have happy days again,
we do realize, that after all life isn’t that bad..
And the day we do, we laugh at our own foolishness,
And thinking about it, we again become sad..

Of ‘course life is not easy,
But who, ever, said it would be..?
Getting through the tough times bravely,
And smiling throughout is the real key..! :)

Learn to see the brighter side of it today..
Live it, Love it..and more so Value it..
Stay strong during those troublesome times,
And you will soon realize that Life is WORTH IT :)

Be thankful for all those :

NIGHTS that turned into MORNINGS..
FRIENDS who turned into FAMILY..
DREAMS that turned into REALITY..
LIKES that turned into LOVE..

Each day I am thankful for:

NIGHTS that turned into MORNINGS,

friends that turned into FAMILY,

dreams that turned into REALITY,

and likes that turned into LOVE.

Past – is gone,
Future- you cannot predict..
Today – It is God’s gift..and that’s why its called PRESENT.. :)

Live it..Love it..and Life will love you back even more :)
Lets begin the week with this positivity and life will seem to be easier and brighter :)

Keep smiling and keep shining :) :)

She had loved him her entire life,

Right from the day, she learned what Love meant..

One smile on his face made her heart fly,

Being by his side always, was all she dreamt.. 

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Both grew up as the time passed by,

Helping each other in all the life’s dealings..

They both remained the best of friends,

She could, however, never tell him her true feelings..

 

She tried to tell him many times,

But professing love wasn’t that easy a task..

She always kept dreaming of it in her mind..

To marry him, if he would ever ask..

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But one day, a bad news broke in,

In her heart, she felt a terrible pain..

A friend informed her of the tragedy that had taken place..!

She would never see his smile again..

She now cries, sitting by his grave,

With teary eyes and a heart that is broken..

Only if she had confessed her feelings..

She blamed herself for the love unspoken! 

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Sitting and wondering about destiny’s plans..

On his grave she silently puts some flowers,

Imagining what life would have been if he was still here,

And now thinks of him, and cries for hours and hours..!

(To be continued in the second part!)